he only does the high-five greeting with kids and I'm MELTING

okay so I've posted about this before but like. I've had a crush on this older guy since middle school. He was literally famous at school because he's tall and stupid handsome, right? So we finally started talking in high school and we'd greet each other and became friends. But here's the thing. He's 183cm and I'm 152cm. So every time we'd see each other I'd literally crouch down and stick my hand out and he'd go "zzzan!" and high-five me. It was our whole thing.

SO THEN. I find out from his friend that he ONLY does that greeting with kids. Like that's his special move for little children and I'm sitting here :(((

But ALSO apparently every single time I'd go "zzzan!" he'd cover his face with his hands because I was so cute he couldn't handle it. I'm actually dead. I can't.

After finding that out I got his number and we've been talking nonstop. Once covid dies down we're going on a date in April!!!