my bf woke up sick and said i love you in the most feral voice ever im SCREAMING

i'm literally so excited i can't even type straight ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

so he's been ignoring me since 7pm and i'm texting him like hello?? and FINALLY i call him just now and he wakes up. turns out he's been asleep. AND he's got a cold going on. but the second he answers the phone he's like "uhhh.." and his voice got all deep and raspy like that drunk-from-sleep voice you know??? and i'm DYING ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

so i asked him if he took meds and knocked out and he's like "yeah" so i told him okay don't worry just sleep it off and we'll see each other tomorrow. and THIS MAN. in the deepest groggiest voice ever he goes "mm... i wanna see you..." ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I LITERALLY FROZE. like my brain just stopped working. and THEN he hits me with "i love you" in that SAME voice and i just. i couldn't speak. like my words died. so i hung up without saying anything back and now he's texting me like "why didn't you answer" LMAOOOOOOO ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

but actually tho those deep raspy sleepy voices guys get when they just wake up?? that's actually insane. the way he sounded right then i'm still thinking about it??? help ㅠㅠㅠㅠ